On April 27, 2017 (April 2, 2017 in the lunar calendar), Lin Yihan, a beautiful woman writer in Taiwan, committed suicide. Lin Yihan, a beautiful woman writer in Taiwan, may not have known the name of this Taiwanese girl in the past, but on April 27, 2017, she hanged herself in her residence. The rescue failed and she passed away. Her life will always stay at the age of 26. How should I introduce Lin Yihan? It is said to be a beautiful woman writer, but she only published her first novel this year, but she was also slightly famous in Taiwan before. Her father, Lin Binghuang, a well-known dermatologist in Tainan, is famous for being a good and inexpensive doctor, but he likes to talk a lot before the first diagnosis. Lin Yihan was born in 1991 and received a full grade in the academic test. Lin Yihan was the only talented woman in Tainan Women's High School to get a full grade. She also served as the volleyball captain and the editor-in-chief of the school magazine, and was the first in Taiwan's mathematics science fair. Lin Yihan was admitted to the medical department of Taipei Medical University in 2009, but dropped out of school after two weeks because of worsening depression. In 2012, she re-entered the Chinese department of National Chengchi University, studying under Chen Fangming, a scholar of contemporary Taiwanese literature. But by the end of her junior year, Lin Yihan still dropped out of school again because of depression. "No one knew that I was more frustrated than anyone else," she said in an interview. "This disease took away everything I was proud of. I used to have a seamless relationship with my parents, a relationship that could have been smooth sailing. As the illness lasted longer and longer, friends left one by one, and I couldn't even go to school. How much I wanted a college degree." She made it clear that her depression affected her relationship that could have been smooth sailing. But in 2016, she got married. At her wedding ceremony, she publicly announced her depression. ( This video has been blocked by YOUTUBE) But getting married is not redemption for her. Her new book was written during the preparations for the wedding. The night before the engagement party and the wedding reception, she was stuffed in the toilet and wept writing her novel. So when the news of her suicide came, the media initially reported that it was more likely to be due to her depression. But her parents released a statement stating that Lin Yihan's nightmare was not depression, but the seduction that happened to her eight or nine years ago, and her new book recounts her personal experience. Let's take a look at what is written in this book "Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise". Just now at the dinner table, Siqi said to her mother in the tone of a bag of cream, "Our tutor seems to have everything, but there is no sex education." Her mother looked at her in amazement and replied, "What about sex education? Sex education is for those who need sex. Isn't that what education is all about?" Siqi immediately realized that in this story, her parents would be absent forever. They were absent from school, but they thought they hadn't started school yet. Then, in a straightforward and cruel way, she wrote about how she was treated brutally when she was a teenager when family sex education was missing. She said the story was about teachers abusing their power to seduce, rape, and sexually abuse female students, but she was sure that the same thing would continue to happen in Taiwan. She told herself that the story tortured and destroyed her life, and she wrote it very degenerate, and she deeply agreed with the line "After Auschwitz, poetry is barbaric. "Her psychiatrist, after listening to her account for many years, also felt that the pressure and pain she was carrying was very heavy. She once mentioned the prototype teacher in an interview, saying that she was not born to hate, but did want to physically hurt that person." Book The prototype of that teacher, I often tell my doctor that if that person dies of old age and dies, I will despise myself for the rest of my life. "Lin Yihan didn't know what kind of emotion it was, she only knew that she was not born with the idea of hurting others," I am not born to hate others, but I do want to hurt him physically, but I can't. " Lin Yihan admits that writing this thing is not to transform the mind, and the writing process is extremely painful, "because even if I write it, those who are really crazy, or those who can no longer go to school and are locked at home by their parents, will not go out again, will not be sober, and even Li Guohua will not change. So I feel very useless. But now I have accepted that I am a useless person." This prototype was once speculated to be Cai Xiufeng, the director of the cram school that Lin Yihan is familiar with. But Cai Xiufeng denied it and filed a complaint. Tainan legislator Lin Junxian held a press conference on May 3 to announce that the sexual assault teacher was called Chen Guoxing. The so-called Chen Guoxing is actually called Chen Xing now, and he is a famous teacher in the cram school. He is 60 years old. It is said that this Chen Xing is a giant in the cram school world, and he has been in the cram school world for decades. He has the reputation of "Northern Wu Yue, South Chen Xing", and his annual income is roughly estimated to be over 10 million yuan. In addition, he and his wife established a company "Richuang Society" to contract government bids. Some female students also said that Chen Xing was like Voldemort and did not want to remember at all. On May 1, the cram school stopped all classes of the teacher Chen Xing. After the incident, Chen Xing was also questioned, but he said "everyone is dead, it is useless to say more." Taiwanese media reported that Chen Xing had fled to the mainland. The Taiwanese people recently launched a vigorous campaign against Chen Xing and demanded that the tutor be able to use his real name. Although Lin Yihan's publisher mentioned that the content of the book should not be equated with the author himself, Lin Yihan's parents once again stated to the outside world that there were actually three female students who were hurt by the same teacher as Lin Yihan, and one of them was threatened by the underworld and was photographed naked. The netizens were even more emotional, frequently demanding that the authorities respond and take action and results as soon as possible. Lai Qingde, the mayor of Tainan, also publicly stated that he would set up a special task force to prevent the next Fang Siqi from appearing. Is this all right? Many girl stars have spoken out to reveal the scars of sexual assault, hoping to arouse more people's attention to this matter. But when I was looking for information, I found that it is not only to awaken people's attention to the sexual assault incident, but also to correct understanding and not indifference to depression. In January this year, an interview described Lin Yihan's mental health problems. In it, she said that she had been seeing a psychiatrist for almost a decade, but the doctor had not given her the exact name of the disease. And when she applied to not take the final exam because of depression, the head of the department felt that she did not self-harm, did not commit suicide, and looked clean and beautiful, so she suspected that she was pretending to be sick to avoid the exam. The reason why she did not succeed in her first three suicides was that when she wanted to jump off the building to commit suicide, she found that the administrator at the opposite alley did not pay attention to her behavior, but peeked at her underpants and watched her disappear. All this made her feel too humiliated. These incomprehensions directly led to her inability to reconcile with the world. For Lin Yihan, what died can never be reborn. And she was so caught up in this pain that she even hated those "healthy" people who could not perceive the shadow in her heart. We have talked about similar issues more than once, twice. But when another life leaves, we can't help but reflect on whether life is fragile, or whether we accidentally numb and do not understand and hurt people too much. It's just that we don't want to use the second Lin Yihan for this awakening.